Sunday, August 26, 2007
okay. so my parents are totally away for the weekend but my grandma's still around so that puts a damper on things. arghx. she is like totally old fashioned. like hello? it's so okae for me to have a boyfriend and kissing and hugging is perfectly natural, so what the hell is so bad about that? zzzzzzzzzz.
anyways, today, we were suppose to go out and watch either hairspray or license to wed. but then my bro had to go to jujitsu as he was having his exam today and that stupid sister decided that she had project work. how convenient was that excuse like less than five minutes after i asked her? yeah. not even the slightest bit convincing. oh by the way, project work obviously lasted past seven, same time she got home yesterday. like i believe a single thing she said.
anyways back to the story.
jacky came over and we thought we would watch the four plus movie. turns out NONE of the places actually do show movies at four on weekends. bleahs. didnt matter though coz kevin's little jujitsu test/class ran over its normal time. so we headed to marine parade for 'lunch' and i use the term very loosely coz our lunch was at four. haha. took a bus down to munchy donuts, bought six donuts and to our horror, found out that the nasi lemak stall only opens at 5.30 so we had to wait til then to buy our dinner. so, me, jacky and kevin went back to munch donuts and ate a plain donut. YUCK. munchy donut is a scam. doesnt really have any much variety and the quality isnt fantastic. it's like me and jacky's attempt at donuts and that wasnt really good ocz it tasted like eggs. lol.
after buying dinner, we took a bus back. really felt that me and him were married coz we kept standing together and cuddling while kevin, playing the role of 'the son', was like bouncing around, making noise and getting teased by 'daddy'. awwws. really heart-warming. cant wait til i'm a mother.
he stayed until 9.30. super super fun. watched csis and the devil wears prada. lols. muacks. he promised to buy me a huge roomful of branded clothes. EXCELLENT. X))
anyways, today, we were suppose to go out and watch either hairspray or license to wed. but then my bro had to go to jujitsu as he was having his exam today and that stupid sister decided that she had project work. how convenient was that excuse like less than five minutes after i asked her? yeah. not even the slightest bit convincing. oh by the way, project work obviously lasted past seven, same time she got home yesterday. like i believe a single thing she said.
anyways back to the story.
jacky came over and we thought we would watch the four plus movie. turns out NONE of the places actually do show movies at four on weekends. bleahs. didnt matter though coz kevin's little jujitsu test/class ran over its normal time. so we headed to marine parade for 'lunch' and i use the term very loosely coz our lunch was at four. haha. took a bus down to munchy donuts, bought six donuts and to our horror, found out that the nasi lemak stall only opens at 5.30 so we had to wait til then to buy our dinner. so, me, jacky and kevin went back to munch donuts and ate a plain donut. YUCK. munchy donut is a scam. doesnt really have any much variety and the quality isnt fantastic. it's like me and jacky's attempt at donuts and that wasnt really good ocz it tasted like eggs. lol.
after buying dinner, we took a bus back. really felt that me and him were married coz we kept standing together and cuddling while kevin, playing the role of 'the son', was like bouncing around, making noise and getting teased by 'daddy'. awwws. really heart-warming. cant wait til i'm a mother.
he stayed until 9.30. super super fun. watched csis and the devil wears prada. lols. muacks. he promised to buy me a huge roomful of branded clothes. EXCELLENT. X))
what we could have been, 1:30 pm.
Friday, August 24, 2007
today was like super exhausted. i cried myself to sleep so technically my night's sleep was totally lost to an emotional drain. sad.. was totally stoned when i woke up. cant really recall what happened much in the morning. lols. physics lab was more bearable than usual dunno why either. art.. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. thank god that woman is going. GOOD RIDDANCE, here's one of the many students who wont miss you. hahah. english was kinda dull, half the class was sleeping. chem was pretty dumb especially since i dropped my phone TWICE. GRRRRRRR. must be less careless (some days i feel like a complete ditz when i promised debs it would only start at the end of our o lvls) had o lvl bio SPA. aacks. so DEAD. didnt exactly understand what the feck they were blabbering about so i tried my best to throw together a halfway-decent experiment. hahah. hoping for the best or at least the benefit of the doubt. X)
have you realised.. that the stuff you're most passionate about turns out to be what you like to use or remember distinctively? it's like.. this morning i had nick carter's 'help me' song stuck in my head and i could remember the song word for word, something i'm normally incapable of, especially with my studies. hahah. and another was from the time i LOVED madeleine. her catchphrase of 'pooh pooh'. lols. i used it too without realising it until now. i love reading and singing, hence it both came back to me clearly.
suddenly on a train of memories and i confess i do miss the old days. our childish innocence and the fun times we had gone through but at the same time, i'm glad to have moved on from my childhood bearings but that doesnt mean i'm in any rush to slip free from all of it, just some of it. i still want the gang to be US forever!!
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p.s. all these.. poems(?) are my own. i wrote them so dont COPY or STEAL!!
a cute pout.
Men are quick to appease.
A smile stifling at her lips.
Gifts galore can be found at her fingertips
but she desires
for only one man.
He, who is quick-witted,
strong and handsome.
Courageous, chivalrous
and compassionate.
She is dazzled by him.
Her love so pure
yet he is unaware of her affections.
O but she still tries.
have you realised.. that the stuff you're most passionate about turns out to be what you like to use or remember distinctively? it's like.. this morning i had nick carter's 'help me' song stuck in my head and i could remember the song word for word, something i'm normally incapable of, especially with my studies. hahah. and another was from the time i LOVED madeleine. her catchphrase of 'pooh pooh'. lols. i used it too without realising it until now. i love reading and singing, hence it both came back to me clearly.
suddenly on a train of memories and i confess i do miss the old days. our childish innocence and the fun times we had gone through but at the same time, i'm glad to have moved on from my childhood bearings but that doesnt mean i'm in any rush to slip free from all of it, just some of it. i still want the gang to be US forever!!
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p.s. all these.. poems(?) are my own. i wrote them so dont COPY or STEAL!!
a cute pout.
Men are quick to appease.
A smile stifling at her lips.
Gifts galore can be found at her fingertips
but she desires
for only one man.
He, who is quick-witted,
strong and handsome.
Courageous, chivalrous
and compassionate.
She is dazzled by him.
Her love so pure
yet he is unaware of her affections.
O but she still tries.
what we could have been, 11:08 am.
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
okae. been feeling unwell the past few days but i've been trying to ignore it or at least keep it at bay. however my attempts were in vain as i really am sick now. having fever with flu, not a pleasant combination. totally sucky since my nose is all blocked up and my skin feels flushed and hot to touch. BLEAHS.
anyways hope i'll be much better within the next few days. my parents are going to malaysia for the weekend!! they wont be back until monday. hahha, apparently a relative is getting married and only the adult relatives are allowed to come. thank goodness as this is the indian side of my family and i dont know them very well. only know i have some uncles, one whom is uberly flamboyant and coins the word metrosexual very well. ahhaha.
anyways hope i'll be much better within the next few days. my parents are going to malaysia for the weekend!! they wont be back until monday. hahha, apparently a relative is getting married and only the adult relatives are allowed to come. thank goodness as this is the indian side of my family and i dont know them very well. only know i have some uncles, one whom is uberly flamboyant and coins the word metrosexual very well. ahhaha.
what we could have been, 11:03 pm.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
dont really have much to report. it's been.. dull? nothing much out of the ordinary i guess. normal spats with idiots in school which i cant be bothered to type out. jay-sus. cant they just grow up? immature assholes.
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my patience wearing thin.
i never meant to hurt you,
just like you never meant to hurt me.
the days fly past
but they dont hold any significance,
at least not to me.
did it even occur to you
that maybe our relationship
was past it sell date?
remaining optimistic
is no easy feat
but if that may be the case
then i wish you the best of luck
i bid you adieu
and close the door
to this chapter
to end the story
this part of my life.
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my patience wearing thin.
i never meant to hurt you,
just like you never meant to hurt me.
the days fly past
but they dont hold any significance,
at least not to me.
did it even occur to you
that maybe our relationship
was past it sell date?
remaining optimistic
is no easy feat
but if that may be the case
then i wish you the best of luck
i bid you adieu
and close the door
to this chapter
to end the story
this part of my life.
what we could have been, 10:53 pm.
Monday, August 20, 2007
YaYAYAYAYAYAY
i got a new blogskin~ i got a new blogskin~ i got a new blogskin~
hahahah. X) okae. i'm overenthusiastic about it coz it's like.. i dont do the menial work? lols. i leave it to my UN-humble assistant, Lisa, who has overexaggerated her worth. lols. anyways thanks la lisa.
WHAT I DID TODAY (this is what lisa says i need and should do)
i slept. i woke up. i went to sch. i bitched about teachers. i listened to teachers yak in class. i had a maths paper and couldnt do 3 questions. btw, i hate maths, it's very obvious. had mt. stupid nat came to the CLB class which he's not allowed to go in btw. he's very noisy and i dislike it most of the time unless it entertains during most boring of lessons which is to say.. nearly all subjects. i went home. i had tuition, it was physics, my teacher's very loud and i think he's eccentric by his behaviour. now i am blogging while webcaming and msning. very interesting right? me dont think so.
i got a new blogskin~ i got a new blogskin~ i got a new blogskin~
hahahah. X) okae. i'm overenthusiastic about it coz it's like.. i dont do the menial work? lols. i leave it to my UN-humble assistant, Lisa, who has overexaggerated her worth. lols. anyways thanks la lisa.
WHAT I DID TODAY (this is what lisa says i need and should do)
i slept. i woke up. i went to sch. i bitched about teachers. i listened to teachers yak in class. i had a maths paper and couldnt do 3 questions. btw, i hate maths, it's very obvious. had mt. stupid nat came to the CLB class which he's not allowed to go in btw. he's very noisy and i dislike it most of the time unless it entertains during most boring of lessons which is to say.. nearly all subjects. i went home. i had tuition, it was physics, my teacher's very loud and i think he's eccentric by his behaviour. now i am blogging while webcaming and msning. very interesting right? me dont think so.
what we could have been, 7:56 pm.
